SECRETS - Hold On

Hold on
Ugh, I'm barely hanging onto myself anymore
'Cause all I see is the darkness ahead
It's staring back at me
(When I tried my best to find my place)
(In this life I've been bestowed upon)
For the past three years of life
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I've done has left me feeling torn
And I tried, oh, I've tried
To find the meaning and the purpose in my life
But all I ever found was a blind light

Don't wake me if I'm drеaming
'Cause life feels like a wеight tied to my ankles in the deep end
Is this what you call sinking?
Help me find the ground beneath my feet before I hit the fucking concrete

[Pre-Chorus: Richard Rogers]
(I'm starting to disintegrate)

Chorus:
When ticking at this pace
There's nowhere to retrace
At this pace, I'm starting to disintegrate
So much for so much more
Closed every open door
At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for
[Post-Chorus: Wade Walters]
Hold on
I'm going round and round in circles
Chasing the wind, they tell me, "Just hold on"
If they only ever knew how much I've been through
They'd probably bite their tongues

[Verse 2: Wade Walters]
They always tell me that I'll feel better if I
Just hold on a little longer
But I've grown tired of waiting, anticipating
What will go wrong next?
I need a savior now

[Spoken: Wade Walters]
Fuck

Chorus:
When ticking at this pace
There's nowhere to retrace
At this pace, I'm starting to disintegrate
So much for so much more
Closed every open door
At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for

(Hold on)
There's no afterglow
And nothing feels like home
When you're stuck in the undertow
So much for so much more
Close every open door
At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for
[Outro: Wade Walters]
They always tell me that I'll feel better if I
Just hold on a little longer
But I've grown tired of waiting, anticipating
What will go wrong next?
I need a savior now